Ore no maze

facebook is scary

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 13:38:09 GMT

I created an account like... 2 years ago because I wanted to know what it was about and didn't really get it. So, I didn't use it and now, suddenly all my old classmates have found me and it's so scaaaaaary oh my god. Because I never really liked them and they never really liked me except for few lovely people that I miss but the other's. How did they find me? Did they actually search? Why would they do that :'D

it's very scary.

and now that I've been rediscovering fandom's, I found my love for Heroes again and my, it came back with a big bang. I've been ignoring everything else for a week. Everything, even my drama's and only Miia knows what I mean. I'm very obsessive about my drama's.

I don't really mind because I know that soon I can get myself updated on everything that I've missed.

i have nothin witty to say :(

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 12:28:07 GMT

Seeing Miyavi the other day made me miss my jrock fandoms.

so now I've something like 60 fics that I have to read in my bookmarks and things to download and videos to watch and communities to rejoin :'D

Boredom is going to eat me alive

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 12:57:21 GMT

I'm at work atm and I have never ever been more bored.

In my life.

and those two customer's are messing everything I just organized up. If they don't clean it after themselves some heads are gonna drop. It took me so long to get that done and argh.

Imma stop being a nerd at work.

I think I'm having way too much fun

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 08:11:48 GMT

It's all sunny outside and here I am, sitting on the computer, reading fics and finding anything and everything that has V6 in it. Fandom needs more fics btw.

~~Eeeee, my birthday is coming up in 3 days :DDDv~~ EEEEEEEEE IT'S IN 2 DAYS

wasn't this pointless.

edit// OH MY GOD WHERE DID THE SECOND OF AUGUST GO.

I was bored~

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 20:20:26 GMT

I was really bored on my way home from school, so I took some pics. Spring is coming 8D~

That's our parking lot. I took that on 25th.

The next day it was like this.

I love the finnish weather :'D

there's snow on the yard and the street is almost dry XD

and one of our neighbours has a giant turtle!

it's so cute. I almost wanted to steal it 8(

and I took a different route to home than usually and I discovered that there is a huge house just up the hill.

it's like. Big.

And after school my friend wanted to go shopping, so I went with her. We visited Blippo ~~(a shop that sells all kinds of asian/mostly japanese stuff)~~

Without money. It made me sad because I wanted to buy everything there.

Omo, Kibum♥

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 22:22:34 GMT

He's aliiiiiiiiiiive 8DDD

Hereeeeeee~

I have no idea who'd find out from here but I'm too hyper to care >3<

Oh, and Antique Bakery in the most hilarious thing ever.

Congratulations!

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 22:57:05 GMT

So the rumor's about Miyavi are true :33

Seriously, I have only two things to say;

CONGRATULATIONS, MIYAVI~! Be happy with your wife and have lots and lots of mini-Miyavis 8D♥

And the second thing, fuck off possessive fans. The one's who are going crazy and being all "omggggggg miyavi how could u?!?!?!1 u r supposed 2 luv me and only me im ur biggest fan ur wife must be a witch she stole u from meee!!! -dies-"

Wth?! He has made us fans happy with his music and personality and what does he get back? A bunch of unsupportive comments and whines? Now that he has found someone that'll make him happy?

Get over yourselves.

if someone deserves to be happy, it's him♥

An Cafeee~ ♥

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 20:41:04 GMT

I'll write something when I'm not dead.

That means tomorrow.

But it was AMAZING ♥♥

So. Me, my friend Miia and her little sister woke up somewhere around 5 am. It took us a little less than an hour to get ready so we left at 6.15 am. The bus we took arrived at Elielinaukio at 6.50 am so we then headed to Asematunneli where the signing session was to be held. We took quite long to find the end of the line and when we found it there was about 60 people before us so we were confident that we'd get our CD's signed.

And then the waiting started. We got to know the 4 people that were lined before us and they talked only english and swedish so I was giddy that I got to talk in english. After waiting for 6 hours the security guards announced that we should line up properly before the door. Not everyone heard it but we moved anyway and ~~cut the line~~ suddenly there was only about 10 people before us! Then we waited some more and a camera man that was filming material for An Cafe DVD walked around filming us :'D The people before us were crying and being hysteric and I was just smiling like an idiot. I'd get to see An Cafe up close!

The guard let the fans in in groups of 5, so we were the in the second group to go in. I tried to take pictures of An Cafe but my phone is full of fail so this is the best I've got:

There's Teruki's back, Takuya ~~(who suddenly shred his cute image and became hot)~~ and Miku :3

Teruki's smile was too cute and and his "kiitos" (thank you in finnish) was almost accentless 8D I think his handshake was the best, his grip wasn't too tight or loose -coughtakuyacough-

Next was Takuya. I almost fell over when I moved in the line to stand in front of him XD He smiled at me when I gave him the booklet that they signed and then shook my hand. Though it was mostly a onesided handshake because he just put his hand out and didn't grip mine :'D He was obviously ready to flee the fangirls XD He said "kiitos" too.

After Takuya was Miku, who was, like, bouncing in his seat XD He said hello before signing and said "ole hyvä" (here you go in finnish) when he gave the booklet back to me X3

THEN WAS YUUKI 8DDD He was cheerful too and greeted me befre signing. He looked a bit like Nino when he smiled, it was cute. I think I was smiling like an idiot because he asked "are you happy?" and I was like "veryveryveeeery happy 8DDDDDDDDD" and he laughed at me XD

Kanon was looking quite gloomy at the end of the table with a hat almost covering his eyes. But when he signed the booklet and gave it back to me he smiled the sweetest smile everrrrr. I almost melted on the spot.

Here's the signed CD

It's blurry 8<

Then we moved to line up before Tavastia. There were already quite many people lined up but we still got quite a good spot on the second wall. Clock was something like 14.00 so we had to wait 4 hours before the doors opened and then an hour inside. While waiting for the doors to open we asked the people before us to watch our spot and went to eat. And then we waited some more.

When we got in, I got a great spot at the top of the stairs. I saw the whole stage the whole time and it wasn't even hot.

The place blew up when An Cafe walked out to the stage. They started with Cherry Saku Yuuki ;;-----;♥♥ Everyone just sang along and ahbdfjg it was funnnn 8D Then, they played Tekesuta Kousen♥ I almost died, it was amazing live. Here's a video the tourguy filmed. The top of the stairs looks like it's so far from the stage XD After that I'm not sure of the exact order they played the songs from here on but I'll try :'D

Then Miku talked. And he spoke quite clearly so everyone understood him. I don't remember what he said. At all XD

I think next they played Kawayu's Rock, which was so much fun because you got to do the furi's and it was so catchy :D After that came SUMMER DIVE in which we got to sing the "dive, dive" parts in the chorus. Next was Zetsubou and ORANGE DREAM T________T♥♥ One of my favourite songs. I almost started crying when Miku smiled and looked at the top of the stairs I couldn't help but start grinning again XD

L-O-V-E Nyappy was fun too and Miku's dancing was hilarious :'D NYAPPY in the world 4 ~theme to Hannyaism~ was perhaps the greatest ever 8D Yuuki came to the front from behind his keyboard and sang and danced with Miku and entertained the audience.

Then came Miku's fail. He was said that "za next songu is AROMAAA~" and everyone screamed but then Teruki yelled at Miku from behind the drumset like "nonono, DUCKU, DUCKUUUU" and Miku apologised and said that the next song is "Ducku no Magicaru Adsgyhdujkgh" and everyone went crazy. Again. BECAUSE IT WAS DUCK NO MAGICAL ADVENTURE. LIVE. OMG.

It was so cuuuuuuuuuuuute and amazing and 8DDDD He asked us things like "which which do you like do you like moomin moomin or donald duck donald duck" and "which which do you like do you like helsinki boy helsinki boy or an cafe boy an cafe boy"

After that came Aroma. It was fun but I expected more from it. And My ♥ Leaps for "C" was agduijpgrlkhmn ;_______;♥♥ AND SNOW SCENE WAS LAST. SNOW SCENE. SNOOOOOOOW SCEEEEEEEEENE♥

They left the stage and we screamed for an encore :'D

They played BondS and Smile Ichiban Ii Onna and waved at everyone and Yuuki hugged Teruki and ahuisufbdjkgrfm :''DDDD♥♥ I want to go baaaaaaack. I bought a t-shirt and a poster.

There's the CD again too 8D And that's the end of my report. Sorry for any mistaked etc but I wrote this pretty fast XD

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 00:54:59 GMT

I lovelovelove the SuJu album ♥_______________♥ It's amazing. It's so... guh♥♥♥♥♥♥

All of the songs are good and adrgbfhsn;MDjnhbg I flail at Heartquake because DBSJ nyaaaaaaaaaaaa. I've been a bit... upset these last two days but now I'm a bit better :3 This just cheered me up so much♥

I've been reading Pin fics and listening to cheerful music and watching dramas. Right now I'm watching Neverland again because I rediscovered my love for Tackey&Tsubasa and gsfeh Tsubasa's so cute in this and it has almost-mini-Koki who's all stalkerish in this first epi. And Miyake. Oh, Miyakeeee~♥ I love how his character is all moody and mysterious and listens to classical music XD

I have also been watching old Shokura's from 2005 and Ya-ya-yaaaah, Taiyoooooou, come baaaaaaaack ;__;♥ All of KT and NEWS are so young and squishable and AHAHAHAHA YABU YOUR HAIRCUT and aww they're so cute♥

There are many hearts in this post.

And Miia, if you read this, I'm sorry I didn't answer your call. I was talking to Juuli and didn't notice that you called before just now. And I can't text you because you're probably sleeping and the ringtone would wake you up but I'll call later today. You're okay, right?♥

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 06:34:52 GMT

I..... I...... *wibbles* ♥

I've watched the Koikyokusei trailer like... 5 times and.... KAZUKIIIIIIIIII~ ♥ *wibbles more*

waaaaah, my fangirly love for Kazuki was apparently much more intense than I thought :'D

akjdhiavkb;MSjhfigkoböamked KATO KAZUKI.

I'm going to die.

~~why am I not sleeping~~

go kat-tun~

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 22:10:11 GMT

I've been listening to D-T-S, On Your Mind and RESCUE on repeat and wow o____o

I feel like they've come a long way from Yorokobi no Uta and their voices blend together much more smoothly than they did. My heart is bursting♥

Wheeeeee, I'm all hyper now X3

Super Junior. Comeback. Only 3 days left~~~

This post is kind of meaningless. And short.

f u life

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 01:41:27 GMT

I'll put it all behind the cut.

How the fuck am I this great. I go to school 3 days a week, just 2 hours a day, meaning 6 hours a week. AND I'M SO GOOD THAT I FAIL EVEN AT THAT.

The rest of this will be in finnish because it's 3:30 am and I should be sleeping and I don't know what I'm writing :'D

Ensin on tää liikuntajuttu. Siihen liikuntakorttiin pitäis olla 20 tuntia jotain. En oo tehny siihen mitään joten mun pitää keksiä. En oo jaksanu keksiä, vaik se ois pitäny palauttaa ennen hiihtolomaa. No, ope sanoo et tänä maanantaina on sit vika päivä ja oon ihan jeejee kerkeen hyvin kirjottaa siihen ja pyytää äidiltä allekirjotukset.

ALOIN NYT VASTA KIRJOTTAMAAN. Tai olisin alkanu, jos tietäisin et missä vitussa se paperi on. En löydä sitä mistään. Oon kääntäny tän koko huoneen ympäri 5 kertaa ja tutkinu jokaisen kaapin takaa ja sohvan alta ja sängyn alta ja ihan kaikkialta. Mun ope tappaa mut. Vähänkö säälittävää, muil on jotain 30 tuntia kouluu viikossa ja mul on 6 enkä onnistu siinäkään. Brilliant future, here I come! Except not.

Sitte on kaikkee muuta koulushittii mut whatever >( Niinku se et en mee yhteishakuun koska en saa päättötodistusta tarpeeks ajoissa ja et oon täys failure muutenki ni et thank you life.

I'm gonna stay awake 'til I have to go to school because if I go to sleep I'll end up suffocating myself with a pillow or something.

In which Jaejoong and Junsu were female

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:19:42 GMT

The dream I had last night was weird. Me and my family and Miia, were at our ~~summer house~~ caravan, somewhere, I have no idea where. I think it was some kind of a camping place. There was a lake that was frozen and people were happily ice-skating there. In the middle of the summer.

We were just chillin' when suddenly, Jaejoong and Junsu appeared. They were female and confused as to why they were female. So they for some reason or another decided to spend their time with us. We didn't of course mind. Who would've?

So, Jaejoong and Junsu wanted to go ice-skating, so off they went. We were left there again, just chillin'. Then, Yoochun and Yunho appeared, asking us where Jaejoong and Junsu are. Yunho seemed completely okay with the idea of their band mates being female but Yoochun was having a crisis with the issue. Because, frankly, Jaejoong and Junsu were hot, even when female :'D

I have no idea what happened in this point.

Next thing I remember is that were under our caravan and someone decided that, hey, it'd be fun to throw hand grenades at us. We fled and they threw a big bomb after us. It didn't go off immediately so we crawled under the caravans to get away from it. Yoochun hit his head and was almost left behind.

Then the bomb went off and the dream ended. After it I was upset with the lack of Changmin 8<

Anyway, I had school today. 2 hours. I had to walk to school and it sucked because it's snowing like there's no tomorrow and I was soaking when I got there. I had physics, biology and english. It was boring.

Then I had to, again, walk home in the blizzard and was soaking. Again. And then I managed to do something that surprised even me.

There's a skating-rink near here and I usually walk across it to school and back. But today I was wearing heels so I decided to take the longer route to school, but when I was walking back I walked across the ice. And didn't slip. I didn't even almost slip. I was quite proud of myself :'D

I found something interesting too. While walking home I was listening to my mp3-player. It starts to play Super Junior M's "A Man in Love".

Am I the only one that hears in 1:21 that Donghae raps ~~I sincerely hope it's Donghae or I fail at life~~ "I need a shrink"?

Donghae, love, you don't need a shrink, you're just a bit unique♥

I nearly started lmao'ing in the middle of the street XD

I'm annoyed

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 23:45:41 GMT

at myself >(

I do almost everything so halfheartedly. I decide to do my homework - I do a few math problems then stop. I decide to clean my room, wash the dishes, anything, and I give up halfway.

It's like, no matter what I begin I can't finish it. I have many fanfics that I've started to write, but then the inspiration to write it just... disappears. Like a ship in the Bermuda triangle.

I'm whining now.

Notes to self:

1. Finish at least 5 fanfics.
2. Write the english essay you should've written last week.
3. Organize your room. ~~honestly, right now it looks like a bomb went off~~
4. Do the laundry, you're starting to run out of clothes

5. GO OUT, GET A LIFE.

On another note, DBSG's Survivor is addictiiiiiing♥

sekai kagayaku youni, smile, smile, iki nuku survivor~ *dances*

ohohoh, KAT-TUN's ONE DROP. I ~~hate~~ love it.

I'm done.

What Do I Do With You

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 23:59:23 GMT

Oh. I'm posting this shit here again :'D

The lust coursing through the peoples veins is almost as tangible as the heavy bass beat blasting from the speakers. A mass is flowing to the rhythm on the dance floor, sweaty and horny too I bet.

I can clearly see you in the centre, dancing with some random woman I doubt you even know. To me it seems very possible that her name is something like Rebecca, it would suit her. She has long, dark hair, dark brown eyes and lips as red as her long, painted nails that grip your shoulders.

Like a hawk, I sneer. I wipe the expression from my face, it isn't becoming of someone of my station. Trying to distract myself, I sip at the drink the bartender gave me, too sweet and it has a cherry in it, but find my eyes wandering to where you are again. I hope there isn't any paparazzi here, anyone could see the fierce possessiveness in my eyes.

As you grind against her and her thighs tremble and she clings onto you, you stare me straight in my eyes. Even when you lean down to whisper something in her ear, something dirty, because when she throws her head back you smirk at me.

God, it's like our graduation party all over again. But that's another story.

She rakes her red, painted nails across your back and you bite your lip, still looking at me. I stare back.

You're wearing that horrendous green shirt that you know I hate. No, it isn't the green that I hate, anything would look great on you, it's the person who gave that shirt to you.

I narrow my eyes. Your fiancé.

Oh, little Heejin. She would already be at your throat, demanding explanations, screaming and crying. While I debate whether to call her or not, it's my turn to smirk at you.

Your eyes widen and your breath hitches and you grip her waist stronger than before. I pick up the cherry I had in my drink and lick it dry before slowly eating it.

You bite your lip again.

You're with her on the dance floor, but you're thinking of me.

You're not thinking of dark, long, curly hair, red nails or lips, soft, feminine curves, the swell of her hips, you're thinking of me.

You're thinking of a toned chest, hard abs, a sharp jawline, broad shoulders, a strength to match your own.

You're not letting those silent moans escape your lips because of that Rebecca.

"I'm your number one," I murmur to the music and get up.

I gulp down the contents of my glass while wincing at the sugary taste. I quickly throw on my jacket and approach the exit, preparing myself for the cameras.

This is what the life is like for me, Kim Jaejoong, the sole heir to one of the biggest companies of South Korea, Kim Industries.

Last night Kim Jaejoong was spotted to leave one of the moments hottest nightclubs, VICTORY, around 4:45 a.m.

The onlookers report that they saw Mr. Kim enter the club alone, sit at the bar and drink one cocktail after which he left VICTORY.

Kim Jaejoong's best friend, singer-dancer-songwriter extraordinaire, Jung Yunho, was seen in the club also. The bartender of VICTORY speculates;

"It seems to me that they have some kind of fight going on, you know. While Mr. Jung was enjoying himself on the dance floor, Mr. Kim sat quite gloomily at the bar, mostly glaring at people who got too close."

We can only wonder for now, but what's left nothing for imagination, are these pictures of Mr. Jung Yunho dancing with a yet unidentified female at VICTORY ...............

I grin slyly at the pictures of Yunho and "Rebecca", humming to myself.

I wonder how many weeks it will take for Yunho to realize I paid for the pictures to be taken.

I take a last look at the magazine.

"That's my boy."

Okay, what did I just write. I expect lots of spelling mistakes and wtf-ery. I'm half asleep anyway, I have the right XD

~~I think I'm writing more of this.... universe~~

Glasswings

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:36:29 GMT

I wrote this originally in finnish but I thought that I might as well translate it :'D

I smile while listening to your even breathing and stroke your hair while you sleep in my lap.

I remember when you were little. So young and naivé, trusting a stranger like me. I asked then; are you afraid? The only answer I got was a big grin, like you didn't see the dead, battered body laying beside me or the blood on my lips.

From that moment forward, you were by my side all the time, always. Until this day.

It's still dark but it won't be long 'til the sun will bathe the banks with light, chasing me back to the shadows. I quickly swipe a stray tear from my cheek. I lift my gaze from your face for a moment, towards the snowflakes dancing down to the ground. Maybe they have a place to be. Maybe those flowers, almost withered from the cold, are waiting for them, maybe it's their mission to cover the tulips for the last time in a snowy blanket when the red petals say goodbye to this world.

I remove your head gently from my lap so that I can get up from the bench and lower you on it's cold surface. You're so beautiful, all too beautiful. I cannot understand what so incredibly good I've done to deserve someone like you. You grunt quietly as my warmth leaves you and I almost laugh but I don't want to wake you, you'd just make it harder.

I crouch to your level next to the park bench and tuck a couple of stubborn locks behind you ear. I lean forward and place a kiss on your forhead. I love you.

"I love you so much," I whisper softly.

You're all grown up, adult, not the little boy you were anymore. You don't need my weak and shattered glasswings to carry and protect you. You've got your own. Bigger, stronger, better, more beautiful. You can fly by yourself.

I stand and take off my coat to place it on you. I can't let you get sick, now can I?

I turn and walk away. Where, I don't know yet. At the same moment the first rays of sunlight touch the bench you're sleeping on.

When it's time, you'll find me. When you grow tired of showing off your wings, flying alone, you'll find me.

I smile. I'm already far, far away from the city, far from you and the falling snow has covered my footsteps though I doubt I even left any behind me.

And when the time comes, you'll help me gather the pieces of my broken wings and glue them together. Because, where's the fun in flying alone?

I hope it doesn't sound completely stupid translated XD

A Time

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 16:05:14 GMT

Okay, so, I thought that I'd post this here. Since no one will read it anyway XD ~~except that one...~~

He has wandered around for a long, long time.

Searching. Reaching. Thinking.

Finding.

He always ends up in the same place.

He wants to break away, be free.

He still returns.

When Yunho embraces him, Jaejoong understands.

Yunho is his life, his heart, his soul. He is his freedom, his cage.

He may not be all Jaejoong wants, he may not be all Yunho wants, not at all. But they're all they'll ever have.

Yunho is where he belongs.

"I'm back."

"I waited for you." A kiss.

"Welcome home." A smile.

A lifetime. A past. A present. A future. All in his reach.

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 18:09:30 GMT

I decided that I'm a genius because I figured this layout-thing out XD

That's kinda all.

So, now it's 2009!

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:29:08 GMT

It came so fast o.o

Confusing~ I bet I'll write '2008' still on dates and such. For a few months at least :'D

Aaaand my Christmas presents were perfect. All of them. They cost a bit over 400€ but oh well, not my money XD And finally I got my English versions of Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse. And, well, of course the English version of Breaking Dawn but that's kinda obvious since it isn't even translated into Finnish yet :'3 Now they're there, sitting on my bookshelf, looking all shiny and new :D

Another thing I have to mention is that the premiere of the Twilight movie was yesterday. It was all kinds of hot and awesome and guh, JASPER *Q*

And then I almost died laughing when there was THE kiss scene and someone burped. First I was shocked but then my friend started laughing and I couldn't help it ^^'

Well hello

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 13:39:13 GMT

So, December 6th was Independence Day and I spent it with some old friends that I hadn't seen in a long time. We had so much fun and it felt like we weren't apart for half-a-year and we could just talk about all and any things that came to mind.

We ate a lot, drank 8 liters of Cola, laughed until we were out of breath, cracked weird jokes, walked around in the neighbourhood ~~freezing~~ happily and stuff. We also watched Sex in the City movie and I wanted to rip the pillow I was holding because I got annoyed at the character's :'D And we slept somewhere around the morning.

It was great ♥

Christmas is soon and New Years Eve too. 2008 will be over! It seems like it was a week ago when it turned 2008 o.o How the time flies~

Well, the next entry will be somewhere 25~26th. I think. Hopefully. Even if no one reads this XD

Halloween~ (well, it was yesterday but whatever)

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 22:10:31 GMT

I think I don't post if there isn't some kind of celebration or holiday XD How lame.

Happy Halloween anyway, even if it was yesterday, as stated up there. I have been left alone in my friends house, while she and my other friends went out. To do something that I think I donät want to be a part with :'D There would've been so much to spazz about if I had made this entry, say, in the beginning of October? What with Dong Bang Shin Ki's come back (A;DMUAJUBASHNIAJKDASFSHBAGY!!♥) and stuff.

I have far too many fandom's, I usually don't even remember what I was supposed to fangirl about ;;_____;; But I like my fandom's. Almost all of them...

Before I make this entry ridiculously long, I'll just end it.

So, I guess that the next time I make an entry is on our Independence Day or Christmas :''D

Erm....

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 20:09:53 GMT

...hi.

It's been like... half a year? XD Yay, do I fail or what? And as I know that I have more than many dedicated stalkers and my life is oh so interesting, I decided to update 8D

I made the decision but sadly I have no idea what to write... Argh, AEUWIOLF:;MFC;CSJLWFJJICM;WSKFJV SIWON'S ABS. Damn, keysmash didn't help me at all. Umm, err, hmm.... JUST TWO DAYS AND IT'S MY B-DAY WHOOO, GIFTS!

I want to write something coherent but I'm feeling very hyper and fangirly and I think I'll squel at anything cute like that hedgehog on our lawn. Aww, it's so small and cute and it asd,ab.

What else? My life is too boring so it wouldn't do any good even if I came up with something to write... :'D Whatever, I'm giving up.

Happy late New Year!

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 17:07:14 GMT

Err, yea. I'm a bit late in this but... ^^' Anyways, veeeeeery happy, bishie filled New Year 2008 to everyone!

Gah, it's school again tomorrow. Oh, the sorrow. AND WE HAVE SNOW NOW! The snow is late too. Damn you, snow, you were supposed to be here for Christmas! *glares outside* I have no idea when I should be at school... or where in there... Maybe it would be a good idea to call somone and ask XD

Andandand, I found my inner KAT-TUN fangirl again o.o I have died so many times watching that Jin/Koki dance from the Real Face tour. I really thought that Koki was some random girl and was already going to kill 'her'. Then Jin took that wig-thingie off and I was all like 'O____O Woah.' I bought HYDE's CD 'Faith' couple of days ago and I love it. All the songs. Especially 'Made in Heaven' and 'Perfect Moment'. HYDE's English is actually pretty good, I can understand what he is saying for the most part but in some songs his accent just decides to show up :''D

Oh yes, and my parents broke up. It's really weird because almost everyone says that it's really upsetting or something, but I don't really even care... Am I odd? :'D

MERII KURISUMASU~!

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 14:21:42 GMT

Le whii~, it's Christmas ^^ And we have no snow in Finland... C'MON, WE HAVE TO HAVE SNOW!! It doesn't even feel like X-mas ;;__;; Not fair. Well, my friend who lives in the northern part of Finland says they have snow there, but in Helsinki there is NOT. It's so grey and depressing.

Oh well, at least I get presents >DD Not much, 'coz I usually get presents after Christmas when there is sales everywhere :'''D Not that I mind. I hope though that I get those CDs I hoped for .___. Because I'm poor and don't have money XD AND YAY, A CHRISTMAS TREE! ... (it's plastic but don't tell anyone XD) Yeaa.

About Tsukicon! Me an my friend had lots and lots of fun, and my friend felt loved when ppl wanted to take a picture of her cosplay and hug her :3 And we went to MOON -kana-'s concert too, which wasn't in our plans originally but oh well. It was fun. And my legs were dead after that XD Hmm, what else... OH YEAH! An Cafe is going to come to Finland! Oh my God~ *fangirls* TAKUYAAA~ I've listened Ryusei Rocket in repeat for like... many hours XDD Now I'm listening to Kame's Kizuna, which isn't bad at all. And I just finished watching Nobuta wo Produce (for the third time... ^^') and it's always as funny as it was the last time. And ShuKira is my OTP *---* And I hope they sub Yukan Club ep. 10 soon o_________o Can't live without blond playboy-Junno X3 I've read maaaaaany PiKame and Akame fics. They're yummy. And DBSK... just found those guys for the second time and... JaeHo~! And aww at Changmin :3 And YooSu >3 Gah, the fanservice... *dies*

I'll stop my pointless ramble here ^^''

Merry X-mas to all and happy holidays!

First post~!

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 13:30:20 GMT

Finally created a journal then. I have been lurking around here, but since I wanted to be more... let's say, polite to the ficwriter's who create so much great fic's, I decided that I should comment to them and stuff ^^

Well, a introduction maybe? I'm Mirka, a crazy fan-girl/woman/female from Finland, whose absolute love is Dir en grey and the GazettE. Although I should list Miyavi, Gackt and Girugamesh as my favorite's too. And have been lucky enough to see Diru and Gaze live here in Tavastia, and will see Giru too. There are still maaaaany bands that I love to listen. I like to read and write and draw (even if I really can't .__.) and listen to music. My favorite manga's are Naruto and Tennis no Oujisama (The Prince of Tennis). Tenimyu's are a addiction now... (Kazuki~ *--*) Nothing more I guess...

Tomorrow I'm going to Tsukicon, which is a anime/manga/jrock/cosplay convention thingy with my friend, who is going to cosplay Reita *--* Her outfit is AWESOME may I say. I'm gonna glomp her to death ^^'